Tuesday, May 29, 2007
11:55 a.m.
worried
nervous
stomache problems
not eating on time
not eating at all
these are a few things the doctor i went to today said...
- attachments
- family
- offending
- pride
- goody two shoes
- conscience
- guilt
- being stubborn
- not changing.
these are the things that i worry about.
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Monday, May 21, 2007
05:06 p.m.
today... i had a trip to the hospital.
thanks to the crazy rash that has my whole body covered except for the top of my head and my feet. hahahaha
overall, mono sucks if you're 19. you usually don't get it when you over 18. but i'm in the minority section of people who is older that got it. DAMMMMMMMIT !@#$
stupid doctor who gave me antibiotics.
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007
04:38 p.m.
so my family physician DID make a mistake. so i just spent $54 on 14 pills for no reason. this sucks. freaaaaking hell!
went to brentwood clinic today. the doctor is so much better. took him 15 minutes to examine me instead of the 3 minute i got from the other doctor. i'm 100% diagnosed with tonsillitis and i had to go do a blood test. TWO TUBES. !@#$ one tube to test for mono nucleosis, aka "the kissing disease" =_= and strep. life....is great.
if it IS mono, there are no medicine for it, since it's a virus, so it'll keep me sick for a good 2 weeks or so. NO WORK!
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
10:29 p.m.
the doctor says it's a bacterial infection.
i've been on the antibiotics for two days
still no change. i'm sick as hell, and my throat is closing up even more. SAVE CAROL ><
if by tmr, i'm not a little bit better, then i might need to go to the doctor again and get checked up...
sweet dreams. i'm going to bed. at 10:30pm. so early... haha
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
01:04 a.m.
POKEMONNNNN~~
anyways.
today, i went to UBC. jasmina is lazy. my paper isn't even IN LASR403. it's been like...3 weeks. i even have my final mark. but yet, my paper isn't even in the office to pick up. i wanna know what i got on it, so i can know how i passed ARTH100. SOMEONE DIDN'T GO WITH ME.
but it's okay. the bus ride wasn't lonely. i got my third gym badge. hahaha nerd*
after...my mom called and told me she can drive me. and insisted. okay...i went. but i dunno if she wants me to go to her work place looking like how i look like.
nonetheless, i went. i waited for a full hour before leaving. by then, i could've gone to alpha AND gotten home =_=
thus concludes my day. other than the "50 things guys wish girls knew" and "50 things girls wish guys knew" talk. hahaha
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007
01:55 a.m.
Today, I had a talk with my mom and anita.
- Mom calls me up
- ex mentioned
- what went wrong
- "yes mom i know now. you learn from your mistakes"
- "NO YOU ARE NOT LISTENING"
- we talk some more
- Anita joins
- we talk about some more relationship stuff... yea. i understand.
- reasons of break up explained. what went wrong.
- bottom line: i have too many guy friends, too little girlfriends
- my best girlfriend is too different from me; we don't match.
- i'm dishonest. i said i was tired and went out. SORRY
- he's too stubborn. i'm too stubborn. world clashed
- i cannot hang out with guys unless we're "going to be together"
- mom tells me to go down, make her a cup of tea.
- OH! no hot water. so i put the water machine in to make hot water.
- "mom, i'm boiling water right now."
- "using what?"
- "...the hot water machine?"
- YOU'RE SO STUPID.
- *snuggles into anita's bed. cries. it sucked.
- mom comes down: "YOU'RE SCREWING UP YOUR SISTERS SCHOOL. IT'LL BE ALL YOUR FAULT IF SHE FAILS"
- gets up and gets the blue eye pack. mom stops me in my tracks; again.
- slaps and gets kicked out. cried some more.
- washed face, brushed teeth. took eye pack out AGAIN.
- gets called ugly. and i have no face to see the world. again.
- i now have no eyes...like that goldfish today.
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